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SCARS: Chapter OneS moking C igarettes A R SSCARS: Chapter One
I started smoking in the fall of 08. I had just found out that my girlfriend had slept with my brother. I was wrecked. Mind you, I was already emotionally unstable. But that was the last straw. I needed to do something. I was going to take the blade to myself again if I did not do SOMETHING else.
My sister and her (at the time) fiance, Michael, were heavy smokers. I took a handful of cash and walked up to Mike. "You will take me to buy something to smoke" I told him. I would have taken myself, but I had no license.
We drove down to an Irvin
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Gasoline and the pastHer hellish past, Makes mine look like a simple lit match.Gasoline and the past
But I have 18 years of gasoline.
My past and the petrol are going to have a blast.
3 years of gasoline to burn down Doubt. 3 years of gasoline to burn down Pain. 3 years of gasoline to burn down Fear.
Then finally, And most key to the plot,
9 years of gasoline to burn down Inhibitions.
When the world burns down, Only the future is left.
One embrace in the warmth of Progress, And a Journey Begins.
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Happiness Just Short of BlissINTRO For the first time, In a long time, I feel like smiling.Happiness Just Short of Bliss
Not because I am lying, Not because I heard a joke, Or because I am nervous.
CHORUS I think it's, It's because, You're the cause.
I guess I'm happy now. I seem so happy now. You make me happy now, We're gonna be happy now.
V1 I spent too long, Waiting for that call. The phone in my palm, Never rang at all.
CHORUS I think it's, It's because, You're the cause.
I guess I'm happy now. I seem so h
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.Not.Okay.Not.Today.I’m not okay, Not today. Neither reason Nor rhyme. No comfort this time..Not.Okay.Not.Today.
She never cared. Told me “Forever” And threw me aside. I still care. That’s a fact I can’t hide.
You think I’m crazy, don’t you? This thing you call “Psychosis” Is not the diagnosis.
It’s a symptom.
A symptom of God’s most grand joke. Love, affection, attraction, lust. In the end they all go up in smoke.
On the point of my current state, You’re the cause. You’re the
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I saw you in the picture you took with them when you were with him and I took you from it and kept you for myself.
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"May we live here like strangers and make the world not a house, but an inn, in which we sup and lodge, expecting to be on our journey tomorrow." - Haddon Spurgeon
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I saw you in the picture you took with them when you were with him and I took you from it and kept you for myself.
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