Love and Distance

I wrote this last night and comments to go with it right after. this is what i wrote:

"i was doing math homework when i came up with an idea for a song, but the words just kept coming. This is, as usual, about Colleen, just like the majority of my recent work. So ething has got me more emotional than usual.
I was listening to Hawthorne Heightsand i heard these words (in Blue Burns Orange) "I've been waiting for so long to hold you in my arms, embrace forever my sweet gir. water fills there open eyes, still frames and valentines won't keep me in her mind, dear black goodbye" and i broke down.
*sigh* i need out. i hate bangor, i hate maine, i hate this GOD-FORSAKEN house i live in. My dad ives in Colorado. i could move there.i could call him, fight a quick custody battle,and then leave this shithole behind. But my body won't pick up the phone. That one phonecall would set into motion the events that would have me lining in the same city as my beloved colleen. Why the hell won't those words come out when i taslk to my father?
"and i can't make it on my own, because my heart is ic Colorado. Cut my wrists and black my eyes so i can fall asleep tonight, or die, because you kill me."


And now so i don't get sued:

"Blue Burns Orange and "Ohio is for lovers" are (C) Hawthorne Heights and Victory Records.